Honestly I legitimately don’t understand any of my feelings regarding love. At least, romantically speaking. Sure, I understand familial love, and love for my hobbies. Love for games, love for friends.
But like…any feelings I’ve had for other people? Again–romantically speaking; I honestly can’t tell if they’re genuine. Does it just click once you start trying things for awhile? Or is it just something that you know when you know?? I don’t know. Er. Clearly.
To be honest I think about being in a relationship and finding a guy that shares my passions a LOT, but it’s never consistent. I’m not sure who or what I’m looking for in particular, and I have like phases where I think I’m super into people and when it doesn’t work out or I don’t really feel heart broken or anything.
Any advice or anyone who knows what I’m talking about?
ramblings of a sleep deprived senior 
same, but when your obsession stays then maybe it’s real, i don’t know, when i was in high school i went through phases where i thought i loved like six different girls, of course it wasn’t love, but one obsession (my wife) didn’t go away, i’m sure if it didn’t work out i would’ve had a broken heart but would’ve found somebody else, now i’m just rambling, thanks for listening, joel (in my fav movie- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind) laments this very same thing while in montauk when he asks why he seems to fall in love with anybody who shows him the least bit of interest, and then he says that sand is overrated – it’s just tiny little rocks- lol
good luck figuring out love
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Thank you ;; lol
It does feel really easy to just fall in love with anyone who shows me affection, whether it’s romantic or not, so I try to keep a close eye on it
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